Over flowing with hatred inside…

So last night I was going home to get some clothes and other shit because I was chillin’ in AV with Pepper, I was in a hurry to catch the ferry and i ended up locking the keys in the car.

After about 1 1/2 hours of trying to get them out i gave up and took my other car.

turns out I didn’t even need the key to get into my car today, because some write off smashed one of the windows in the back and stole a bunch of shit including cash, my skateboard, my camera, 2 wallets, among other shit.

so now I have the joy of replacing all that stuff and paying for a new window.

Needless to say I’m in the worst mood ever, and have spent almost the whole day cleaning out the car/thinking about the satisfaction I would get from pinning who ever did this to the ground and look into their eyes as they gasp for air and beg for me to let them go.

very positive+++ day.

I have to get this out of my mind and start thinking of ways my week end can go ahead as planned, and hopefully ill have fun.

Word.

Song of the sad assassin…

Today was such a good day, got my tax return back and sadly spent it within about an hour (WHAT EVER YOU DO, DON’T CRASH YOUR CAR INSURANCE PREMIUMS ARE HELL)

I also spoke to a girl i dated for a month or two early last year and was crushing on for much longer, i haven’t seen her/really spoken to her in about a year. I’m going to hang out with her soon, which is good i miss her so much. We weren’t together for very long but she is such a cool chick, so glad we can chill as friends now and i don’t have that shitty uncertain feeling plaguing my head any more.

I am so over this cold weather, usually i love it because I’m 40 minutes from the snow but being cold in Sydney is plain shit. Im surrounded 360 degrees by water so it doesn’t help, summer is going to be epic.

I really recommend checking this album out if you haven’t already, it was released ages ago and the band have now broken up but there is some amazing music on it.

Fuck you San Diego

Because they made it that way…

I had a fairly average week end, i almost got into a fight in a 24/hr servo, passed out on the side of the road, made some new friends, got the flu, picked up my first hitch hiker, ate alot of subway, fell asleep in a random parked car, danced to flobots.

I dont understand why there are so many socially retarded people in this town, when i get drunk all i wana do is dance and make friends with people. Why is it some fuck faces wana start shit with a few guys just getting some munchies and minding their own business?

That aside, i fucking hate Monday’s so much.

My alarm decided to go off late, it was wet and cold, i woke up feeling like a tonne of weight had been dropped onto my head. And all i had to look forward to was another 4 days of angry customers, shitty commuters, the spastics in the cafe down stairs.

I have only been at this job for 3 or 4 months now and its wearing thin already.

I need change, constant change, i get sick of things staying the same to long… im not sure if its a good thing but it helps me stay sane.

My brain is in a million different places constantly, right now is no different so im going to go, if you bother to read this i recommend u listen to this song

http://youtube.com/watch?v=AuK2A1ZqoWs

Hi!

hmm…

The backspace button is going to be in use a lot more now that i have started this blog. I guess i just really cant talk about my self/express how i really feel, I’m hoping this will be a helpful outlet. We’ll see i guess.

Basics:

My name is James Raymond Birkett, Im 17 years young and live on an island in Sydney.

I work full time in an office for a telecommunications company, it makes me feel like every pathetic suit i see and make fun of to myself as i drive to work every day. Its so boring i decided to make this blog to keep any of the losers who actually read it entertained while i let off a little frustration by bitching about my co-workers/friends and writing about any interesting shit that happens in my life…

It’s 11:13 PM as i write this, and im wasting away infront of a computer screen like millions of other kids my age. I sometimes think what our lifes would be like with out myspace/forums/msn. would kids be different or would we find another way to waste hours apon hours while we grow fatter and less independent?

I guess that’s all that’s on my mind at the moment, cya later.

PS: go see the dark night asap, bets movie i have seen in a long time.